Need to get something off my chest...........

OK, am needing to rant here.

I know I'm not the only person out there looking for work,

but it sure feels like it.

I look every day at the jobs and apply but no success.

What I am doing wrong?

Well I'm looking for jobs that allow me to still be mum,

that means 25hours a week.

Monday to Friday, preferably term time only.

But some out there will say that there is childcare provided.  Yes there is,

but childminders in my area will not take a child over 10years.

I have asked.

Temp work is not practical solution, I have a mortgage to pay.

I need something on a permanent basis.

Retail wants evenings and weekends - a time when childcare provision is not available,

I could ask my parents, but I chose to have a family with the now absence OH.

it is not their responsibility but mine.

I could ask their Dad/my ex, but he lives over 400 miles away,

and is not a reliable person to trust.

Night work is available, but again same as above applies.

Arrgh.... its so frustrating, all I want is a job, 

but there seems there has to be a compromise.

And I should not have to compromise... my children should come first, 

And work should be when my girls are at school.

So enough said. 

Chin up and carry on I guess.

Something right for me and the girls will turn up....

its just a matter of patience.

OK rant over on with the day....